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10 gundur blog yazmiyorum
neler oldu neler. . .

ise girdim
kurkcu dukkaninda.

head over the clouds diye bir film izledim
karekaralamacanin pazar gununu cozdum
baliklarimin suyunu iki kere degistirdim.

bayram oldu bayram bitti.
annemlerle ilgilenmedim.
ayas'a gittim.
cok eglendim, cok dinlendim, cok sakinlestim.
donuste araba kazasi atlattim
herkesi korkuttum
sonra arabamin kenarini carptim.
ayas'tan gelince hicbiseyi begenmez oldum
sominenin isigini sicagini istedim
yanimdakileri hep yanimda istedim.

bir suprize alet bir surprize tanik oldum
cok ozledim cok ozlendim
birazini giderdim.

bu hafta iste cok calistim
aksamlari da iki kere
yoruldum.
ama cok farkli birileriyle tanistim
cok etkilendim
cok sasirdim
yeni seyler ogrendim.


bir aksam annemlerle yemege gittim
ozlemisim arkadaslarini
cok tatlilar
ama salaklik bende
elimde bir buket cicekle gidersem tabi
ooooo anlayalim anlayalim oldu.


baska?

ah baska daha neler neler . . .
ama ne yeri ne de zamani
anlayan dostlarimi oper
konu basligi olani severim.

Last but not the Least

Ooh! get me away from here I’m dying
Play me a song to set me free
Nobody writes them like they used to
So it may as well be me
Here on my own now after hours
Here on my own now on a bus
Think of it this way
You could either be successful or be us
With our winning smiles, and us
With our catchy tunes and words
Now we’re photogenic
You know, we don’t stand a chance
Oh, I’ll settle down with some old story
About a boy who’s just like me
Thought there was love in everything and everyone
You’re so naive!
They always reach a sorry ending
They always get it in the end
Still it was worth it as I turned the pages solemnly, and then
With a winning smile, the poor boy
With naivety succeeds

At the final moment, I cried
I always cry at endings

Oh, that wasn’t what I meant to say at all
From where I’m sitting, rain
Falling against the lonely tenement
Has set my mind to wander
Into the windows of my lovers
They never know unless I write
This is no declaration, I just thought I’d let you know goodbye

Said the hero in the storyIt is mightier than swords
I could kill you sure
But I could only make you cry with these words

ooo get me away I'm dying
get me away I'm dying
no no no I'm lying

Cibo Matto

artik odamda yalniz diyilim.
hep yalnizim diye sikayet etmeyi kes.
misafirlerini iyi agirlamaya bak.
artik onlar da bi sure sonra misafir gibi davranmayi birakirlar zaten.
oda arkadaslarim.
hihihihhiii.


cok emin olamadim ne desem onlara.


ilk once heycanladim.
acaba yerlerini begendiler mi?
o asagidaki yengec korkutmasin onari?
sicak dimi?
duvardan soguk gelmesin?
bu foto iyi oldu, kendilerini okyanusta hissetsinler.
asiklar mi acaba?
ahh hemen herkes asik olsun etrafimda.





i like.

ses vi igen? din lækkermås altrid.

Ooh! get me away from here I’m dying
Play me a song to set me free
Nobody writes them like they used to
So it may as well be me
Here on my own now after hours
Here on my own now on a bus
Think of it this way
You could either be successful or be us
With our winning smiles, and us
With our catchy tunes and words
Now we’re photogenic
You know, we don’t stand a chance

Oh, I’ll settle down with some old story
About a boy who’s just like me
Thought there was love in everything and everyone
You’re so naive!
They always reach a sorry ending
They always get it in the end
Still it was worth it as I turned the pages solemnly, and then
With a winning smile, the poor boy
With naivety succeeds
At the final moment, I cried
I always cry at endings

Oh, that wasn’t what I meant to say at all
From where I’m sitting, rain
Falling against the lonely tenement
Has set my mind to wander
Into the windows of my lovers
They never know unless I write
This is no declaration, I just thought I’d let you know goodbye
Said the hero in the story
It is mightier than swords
I could kill you sure
But I could only make you cry with these words

ooo get me away I'm dying
get me away I'm dying
no no no I'm lying


sonunda karar verildi.
annem hep biliyodum dedi.
yine basimi belaya soktum.
ama bu sefer cikmasini bilicem.
hem de kendimi dusunerek.
acimasiz mi oldum
katil mi oldum
bu aralar bunu cok yapar oldum.

lanetlenmek pahasina
noolucaksa olsun mantigina

ah bu ankaranin tasina topragina



no no no I'm lying . . .

answer might have been . . .

But if you are feeling sinister
Go off and see a minister
He’ll try in vain to take away the pain of being a hopeless unbeliever

or was it ??


But if you are feeling sinister
Go off and see a minister
Chances are you’ll probably feel better
If you stayed and played with yourself


BelleSebatian bu gece bana hitap etti
Hislerime tercuman oldu ?
Interpreter vs. Translator

question was . . .

H o w and why and w h e n and where to go
How and w h y and when and w h e r e to follow

¿ Que te pasa ?

ernestoyla alberto
iki arkadas
ernesto tanidik da
albertoyu cikaramadim
29 yasinda ilkbaharda 30 olucak
biyokimyaci
yuce ruh'un sahibi
bir haritasi var
onun icin cok onemli

sonra ernesto
bilmedigimiz bir ernesto
kendi de diyo
ben ben olmadan onceki ben diye
tip fakultesinde
ilgi alani cuzzam

cuzzam cok acayip bir hastalik
eskiden tum ulkelerde bir zamanlar gorulen hastalik simdi sadece nemli ve tropikal yerlerde gorulur olmus
bulundugumuz yer latin amerika
venezulea ve peru
vucudunun bir takim bolumlerinde once yaralar cikiyo
lekeler
sonra uyusma hissetmeme
mesela dirsegin yokus gibi
sinirlere etki ediyo hastalik
yuzunde de yaralar cikabiliyo sonra
filmlerde gorulen hapisanelerdeki
zindanlardaki aaaaaa diye dolasanlar cuzzamlilar iste
en sonunda bu hissis hala gelen bolgelerdeki yaralar iyice buyuyo
ve kangren gibi oluyo
ya da felc


ernestoyla alberto
bu ikisi bir ocak sabahi buenos aires'i terkediyolar
yola cikiyolar

. . .

kulagina bisi soyliycem, aaaaaaaaaa!!!

bugun ne kadar da neseli uyandim ya!!

mutluysanizmutluyuz
koroglu tunali arasinda uzun bit yuruyus
deliler etrafini sarmis ama elinden tutan biri var


her mutlulugun sonunda bi mutsuzluk kural oldu bana
eve gelip gelip down down down
aksam sonra yine bi hamle daha

mutluysaniz
mutluyuz

my favourite thing

en son cuma mi yazmisim??

cuma is gorusmesine gittim.
atakule'de.
saat 4'de.

wrong place wrong time olucak sanmistim olmadi.
subatta isim var artik.
ama subatta.

sonra aksam bien.
gelmek bilmedi.
süslü sey.
yerim.

annanemle ayni gun

On 11th Aug 1979 ...

The Number 1 single was:
The Boomtown Rats - "I Don't Like Mondays"


The Number 1 album was:
Various artist compilation (WEA) - "The Best Disco Album In The World"


Born on 11th Aug:
1943 - Denny Payten ( saxophone, Dave Clark Five )
1955 - Joe Jackson
1970 - Andy Bell ( guitarist, vocalist, Ride; bassist for Oasis )

http://everyhit.com/dates/

On 14th Apr 1981 ...

The Number 1 single was:
Bucks Fizz - "Making Your Mind Up"

The Number 1 album was:
Adam & The Ants - "Kings Of The Wild Frontier"

Born on 14th Apr:
1935 - Loretta Lynn ( Country vocalist )
1942 - Tony Burrows ( Edison Lighthouse )
1945 - Ritchie Blackmore ( guitarist with Deep Purple / guitarist and lead singer with Rainbow )
1949 - Sonja Kristina ( Curved Air )


On 14th Oct 1981 ...

The Number 1 single was:
Dave Stewart & Barbara Gaskin - "It's My Party"

The Number 1 album was:
Police - "Ghost In The Machine"

Born on 14th Oct:
1940 - Cliff Richard ( real name Harry Webb )
1942 - Billy Harrison ( guitar, vocals; Them )
1945 - Marcia Barrett ( vocalist, Boney M )
1946 - Justin Hayward ( guitarist, vocalist, The Moody Blues )
1975 - Shaznay Lewis ( vocalist, All Saints )
1978 - Usher


On 4th Mar 1982 ...

The Number 1 single was:
Tight Fit - "The Lion Sleeps Tonight"

The Number 1 album was:
Barbra Streisand - "Love Songs"

Born on 4th Mar:
1944 - Bobby Womack
1944 - Michael Wilson ( Mick of Dave Dee, Dozy, Beaky, Mick and Tich )
1946 - Harvey Goldsmith ( music promoter )
1948 - Michael Barratt ( better known as Shakin' Stevens )
1950 - Emilio Estefan ( Miami Sound Machine )
1951 - Chris Rea
1967 - Evan Dando ( guitarist, vocalist; solo and with The Lemonheads )
1968 - Patsy Kensit ( vocalist, Eighth Wonder; former wife of Simple Minds' Jim Kerr and Oasis' Liam Gallagher )


On 4th Oct 2001 ...

The Number 1 single was:
Kylie Minogue - "Can't Get You Out Of My Head"

The Number 1 album was:
Dido - "No Angel"

Born on 4th Oct:
1947 - Jim Fielder ( bassist, Blood Sweat & Tears )
1959 - Chris Lowe ( keyboard player, The Pet Shop Boys )
1963 - Lena Zavaroni ( deceased )

Hang the dj!!

On 4th Feb 1982 ...

The Number 1 single was:Kraftwerk - "The Model / Computer Love"

The Number 1 album was:Barbra Streisand - "Love Songs"

Born on 4th Feb:
1894 - Adolph Sax ( inventor of the saxophone )
1948 - Alice Cooper ( real name Vincent Furnier; vocalist The Earwigs / Alice Cooper Band )
1960 - Tim Booth ( vocalist, James )
1975 - Natalie Imbruglia

cool

''He who hesitates is a damned fool.''
M.W.

http://www.therightside.demon.co.uk/quotes/maewest/index.htm

uncool

''She who hesitates is won.''
O.W.

blogda gunler birbirine karisiyo

saliyi yaziyorum ama carsamba blog baslik atiyo
Wednesday, 03 November 2004
tam olarak bunda ne yapmaliyim bilmiyorum.
acaba yazdigim saati onemsemeyip hangi gunse onun tarihini atsin diye her bloga ayni saati mi yazmaliyim?

dun (yani carsamba) bence sevimli bi gundu.
sabah guzel uyandim.
is gorusmeleri icin randevulastim.
mucurla papazin bagi.
tam bi cennet bahcesi.
menemen de yapiyolarmis.
bir dahaki gelisimizde menemen yemek uzere sozlestik.
ordaki amca bize hatirlaticak.
sonra okula geldik.
ah yaaa.
ben nostalgia'ya kapildim birden.
cimenler gunes . . .

sonra ev . . .
ama cok yorulmusum.
hastaydim da galiba biraz.
9da uyuyakalmisim.

ZZzzzzz


2de uyandim.
kalbim yine kipir kipir.

ancak 5de tekrar uyudum.

Sali sallanir . . .

Sali sallanir dedi bugun bitanesi.
Hem de Nesli Teyze'ye.

Bugun butun gun Yonca'daydim.
Aksam cok cok yedik.

Sonra biraz sarap ictik.Sonra sohbet ettik.
Biraz dansettik.

Ama hepsini farkli farkli yaptik.


Yarim kaldi.
Tadi damagimda kaldi.


Gece aspava yerken kulaklari cinlamis midir acaba??

My monday.

Evim evim yalniz evim.
Odam odam minimal odam.
Bakma ama duvarlara.

Aksama arasina sogukluk giren ailem sanki yeniden connect oluyosunuz.
I like.

Her aksam her haftasonu gorusulen aile bireyleri hic gelmez olmustu.
Ozlemle baslayan duygular yavas yavas kirginliga ordan da kizginliga dogru shift ediyordu.
Annesi gelinine kizmis gelin gorumceye gucenmis dayiyla yegen anlasamamislar kuzen utanip sikilmis baba eve ugramamis en uzak ulkeyi secmis.
Birisi bir kuyuya bir tas atmis herkes gelmis ona bakmis.
Reconnect.



Bu telasin icinde herkesle arasi iyi olan ipkisin eli telefona gidip gidip gelmis.
En sonunda en dogru anda yesil tusa iki kere basmis.
Hemen yuzu gulmus.

Eseneyerek asagi dogru kaykilarak uykulu gozlerle kahvesini yudumlamis.
Kalbini iyice kaptirmis.

What's cooking??

Dinner partylere katilamadim niye sikayet ede duriyim ben, iste aradigim yemekli bulusma yasandi!
Mucurla saatlerce yemek yaptik, cuba'nin bagimsizligini kutladik, havadan sudan bahsettik.
Ben sonra bi sarki soyledim, bu aralar boyle sarkilar benim hayatimda moda.

''Aramassan araaamassan araaamassan arama''

Tatliya baglandi ama.